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Sunday, March 13, 2005

exhausted. tired beyond belief...mentally, physically, emotionally.

yesterday's mtg was uneventful...juz gave some comments on the sub-com under me & told erwin i wont be continuing service...dint give exact reason y..on the surface they juz assume its due to fyp & stuff...but i bet they know that's not the determining factor.

today:-
was woken up by a dream.. 1.15mins b4 my alarm..
*2 missed calls* gasp!oh no!
*List - wanmohamedhaddad - time: 1.45am* -_-;
sori dint pick up ur call...guess i slept thru the ringing..heh

tried switching on my laptop [my pc juz suffered frm power surge...haizz] but it kept restarting..gave up after an hr & juz stared at the starry sky since i cldnt get back to slp..*shrugs*

gave ddad a call at 8am..felt a bit awkward, asyik mengganggu je hehe...
wasnt expecting him to b awake yet..and i was rite! lol

niwaez met up wif him at toa payoh @ 10am...almoz cldnt recognise u frm far...almost.

10.30am-3pm: arrival, attendance & departure with reference to NUSMS IAP2005 Opening Ceremony..[too tired to blog on it]

was feeling broken up on the train ride home...trying to figure out juz how to handle thgs..i juz dono animore...it's been a long time..and its more than juz a crush now..
"sungguh berputar belit"
"wen it comes to love...evrythg is complicated.."
"u've got to ask urself wat isit really that u want..." - excerpts frm today's conversation. thx mai for making me think bout it once agn...

reached home at 4pm..felt a bit under the weather...guess everyone else at home was feeling the same...had a mass napping session..haha until the 3 eldest in the house(grandpa, mum & me. dad still out at werk) got rudely awaken by a call from 1 of my frenz...irritating seh..first call my hp..i cancelled the call..malas seh nak bual..da la ngantuk..kacau jek.
den 3 secs later..called my house. twice. my granddad had to pick up..wen he told me abt it..juz told him to tell dat fella dat im slpin haha.

hmm...boring eh hidupku ini..im getting bored juz writing bout it..hah!

~...jealousy wreaks havoc in the heart, mind and soul...~

@>-;-- alya --;-<@