damn it man. if u dont wanna support me in this den juz keep quiet already. there's no need to criticize and demoralize wen i need all the courage i can muster. i went to you for help and support but all i get is negativity. even if you dont have faith in me..all i ask is for some show of support...that's all i need..

you always say "we'll support you in wateva u wanna do.."

but now when i need that, u back out and say i'll make a fool of myself, of you.

do you think i wish for that to happen?? the least i want is to embarass myself or you. but i want & need the experience, exposure too...i've got so many dreams...of which you know nothing of or never did support...

Last year's theatre auditions...u dint support that too...but did i embarass you? of coz not, i played my role to the best of my capability...but there were others who were better.

you expect me to participate in thgs im strong at..but how can i strengthen the other aspects if you dont give me a chance to get enough exposure?? tennis...im not that gd at that either..but u still wanted me to take part in the tournaments....why muz this prove any different? why?

i knew you would react this way...it's so typical of you that im getting sick of it. i onlie told you bcoz i needed ur help...for what little it did...

ahh...wateva la...ive got too much on my mind now to continue arguing with you...juz leave me alone.