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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Valentine's Day came and went...and like all those before, i spent it as one of the singleton. Sure, its not such a big thing...why make such a fuss over juz an ordinary day? True love is in the air every second, every day, 24/7. Its there in our every breath that we take.Love.. 4 ordinary letters formed together to have an immense meaning.
love:1) A deep, tender, ineffable
feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2) A feeling of
intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3)
a) Sexual passion.
b) Sexual intercourse.
c) A love affair.
4) An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5) A person who is the
object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
6) An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
7)
a) A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
b) The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
8) Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
9) often Love Christianity. Charity.
10) Sports. A zero score in tennis.
in romantic aspects, experienced points 1, 2, 3a & 5 .point 2 was during the time i worked at
JPLJS.
point 3a during my fling wif a guy i juz met and got 'attached' to on tt day itself. looking back, i'm glad it dint last. eventho it was a stab at my pride when he went out wif another gal on valentine's day.
point 5 was during the 7-mth
online affair...
point 1 was during the 3-mth crush.....and at the moment..for the
4-mth 15 days (and counting) crush.
im crazy. yes i know.
Sidetracking a bit: An article on
Valentine's Day word origins .
"Falling in love endlessly is normal. but is the other end falling as well?" -womad-
the real question would be: is the other end falling for
you as well?
it's so common to be in a situation where the one that you desire.. desires someone else..
and you can't bring yourself to like the one who desires you.
I guess that's what happen when you go searching for love...or when it enters your life without warning.
"regardless of which, Hez the one in my heart ryte now..." -shanurda-how true that is...my insane sista marvelled at how quickly i could get over my past crushes...sometimes she still tease me with In...no, i dun contact him anymore..if there are any contact between us..it wld be his move. I want to forget whatever happened between us.Mum also commented on my 'ability' to fall in and out of love fast. To others, it seemed like there's always someone to occupy my fantasies..one after another. That may be well & gd for the moment...but i'm longing for somethg stable...i miss the sense of security that comes with being in a relationship.but Love is about sacrifices isnt it. I'm willing to sacrifice anythg juz to see my crush happy. Somethg which I should try to reign in...especially in terms of expenditure...still cant believe i got talked into buying bobo a Hot Wheels set (for his cousin) for his gg away present.... -_-;Now though...i'll juz try to let him go...my love for him should be satisfied as long as he is happy in life with whoever he choose to be with...even if that someone isn't me.Though i wish my crush this time would lead to somethg more substancial...i'll still be perfectly fine if it doesnt. afterall, the ending of this crush can either mean i have him as a bf..or someone else will take his place in this heart of mine.I'm still a virgin in relationships...coz all those 'flings' i had dint count. In my context anyway... ;)@>-;-- alya --;-<@
